Girl on her own way

Such a rubish and disgusting thing, try to forget a feeling and trying to settel down on your new path. 

I know wha t is right for me, but I am totally loosing my mind trying to be a better person.  

To any one who thinks live better than  me: SORRY I WANT TO BE A LOOSER PLEASE Go ON YOUR OWN WAY! 

Tired of being alone in deep.